I've betrayed myself to a love that can promise only torture the sweet release of a comforting agony that reminds me i can still feel at all because i only know i'm alive when i can still feel the pain I hate myself so much that i've given myself to this agony impaled my heart on the whims of your affection surrendered my soul to the fickle tides of your mood. I deserve this punishment this living damnation from which only death can give release I was lost from the beginning my feeble denial was no match for this inevitable retribution my own spirit demands it as pennance for my empty, abominable lust You will never be mine and i am condemned to this love, pure and true. for as long as i live you'll be a siren, always beyond reach driving me forever deeper into the rocks of despair, and loneliness my never ending hunger for that one sweet kiss will tear away at my being until there is nothing left of me but famine.

Fly take my tortured spirit with you into the clear black waters of the night & its endless hours of sweet emptiness Lend me your dark dusty wings that I can soar far above this pathetic wretched world into the roiling black clouds far above them let their tiny weak minds despise us though you and i were born of their own pollution leave them to their reeking bile and stupidity we will only bother to look down on them long enough to hurl bolts of lightning to suit our fancy for amusement hide me in your evening shroud keep me safe from the terrible light i want to be safe from my emotions i want to be empty like the night i want to rise above my pain into the sweet bliss of apathy i want to rise on dark wings into the roiling black clouds above and hurl lightning bolts at the weak small minds below I want to be free of these emotions to be the cold frost that consumes me i want you to love me and i can't have it so my heart only causes me pain rip it out and i will never feel again steal my hot tears and replace them with ice give me wings of darkness take my pain and let me be numb to the world give me apathy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Dark moth fly on wings of ebony take my tortured spirit into the night let me live without feeling without hope or despair free of short lived pleasures amidst this endless pain every dream destroyed all my dreams destroyed let me feast in apathy upon their corpses all my dreams have died so let me feast in heartless apathy upon their rotting corpses xxxxxxxxxx XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Dark Moth take my spirit lend me your black dusty wings that i can soar with you through the rolling black clouds and past the chaotic storm of emotions into the void beyond grief beyond guilt and love bathe my tortured spirit in the dark empty waters of the night far above this wretched world and the small weak minds that despise us though you and i were born of their pollution let us rise above the stench of their bright, vomiting stupidity hide me in the dusty shroud of your tattered black wings keep me safe from the burning torment of these emotions let me dwell in emptiness without feeling without hope or despair free of short lived pleasures that only punctuate the inevitable, endless pain Love is only torture so rip out my heart and replace it with stone that i will never feel again steal my hot tears and replace them with ice give me your wings of darkness to fly away from this agony take my pain and make me numb I want to be free of these chains of compassion I want to be empty like the starless night all my dreams have died so let me feast in apathy on their corpses let the night devour my soul XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXx